Another Personal Letter to Sarah

I wrote an email to Sarah today. Sent it to her email address. I know it will never get to her. I know she's dead. Somehow I feel like I'd rather send it to her email and post her here for me. Instead of putting it on her memorialized facebook page for the world to see.

Of course I got an error message after I sent it. Part of me hoped her email had been left alone and it could just sit there in her inbox, unopened for the rest of eternity.

I think tomorrow is going to be really sad. I had plans to do some major cleaning and packing on my day off, but given the date, I'm not sure it will be a good idea for me to be alone digging through memories.